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Wednesday, March 30, 2011

&*^%^$#$!#$^#%*



damn !! today was a total failure ! for me yes it was. what do you expect when suddenly the teacher and the PK came to your class, shouting with anger. even the PPD was there. of course they not mad at you, but sure you know what the effects right? how it gonna lower the expectations. haih! sabo jela.. -_-"


hope tomorrow things gonna be different 360 degree... but, hope is a thing with feather right? hurm..




p/s: still wondering what happen there now... there's too much things i didnt know.. well, i cant get u out of my head yet !

Sunday, March 27, 2011

1st week

sape kata praktikum tak sonok? sape kata ngajo tak best? try masuk tengok... hahaahaha syok oh melayan kerenah budak2 even kadang2 tu korang rasa cam nak campak je diorg tuh jauh2.. alah biasa la kan.. nama pn budak2.. we cant expect a child that very well behave, sit down quietly, blink2 their eyes.. hahaha nti korang dapat anak pn camtu la jugak perangai nya.. tade beza pn.. so praktis dari sekarang? aww macam nk jd bapak lak.. mengade !

so far oke lagi la.. stil bleh handle emosi yg kadang2 turun naik dek budak2 ni.. diorg pn tade la melampau.. cuma kadang2 tu mulut potpet2 sebab nak perhatian.. haiya! next week gonna proceed with percentage topic... hoo hope it goes smoothly.. i know it wont work as planned.. hahahhaa always like that lol. =p

p/s: week 2 is coming........




Friday, March 25, 2011

untuk orang jauh . :)

balik balik lah cepat.. heh macam dekat je kn.. :p mana la tau kot-kot terserempak ke.. terlajak ke umah ke.. huhu~

Untukmu kasih
Gembira, bersedih
Selagi ku bernyawa
Apa saja untumu
Kan ku ubah caraku
Jikalah itu yang kau mahu
Apa saja demi kebahgiaanmu
Bukan ku pinta yang luar biasa
Cuma secebis janji setia
(KRU - Apa Saja)


Tuesday, March 22, 2011

p.r.a.k.t.i.k.u.m.


wei dah 2 hari ak praktikum !! abang aku si teyl C5 pn blom lg.. hahaha !! best? boleh la.. sonok tgk gelagat cegu.. politik tetap politik.. haha~ time bosan ak p padang join bdk2 training bola baling.. baguih kn? walaweyh! hahaha..

makanan of coz la murah kn.. tapi yg hancus nya air kna bancuh sendiri.. haha 1st time aku makan air kna bancuh sendiri.. dah le ak ta reti nk guna heater canggih manggih tu... malu je ngan sorang cegu neh.. eheh biasalah kak, 1st timer.. =p

second day kt sna dah kna masuk mengaja.. fuyyoo cegu tu memang saje nk seksa aku.. seb bek budak2 p lawatan hari tu.. lega jap aku.. so esok lah kna proceed lesson plan yg gila bagai nk bg siap tu.. heh! 3 jam math 2 jam PJ
















(sketsa di bawah ini sekadar melawak sahaja.. hahahahhahaha)

mak!!
nk kawen ngan cegu skolah tu bley? haha silapsilap bini orang daa... bejurus la cegu tu.. ayu je.. nape la dia duk bilik pendidikan khas.. klu duk bilik guru kn syok.. haih! comey dia harini pkai baju pink.. siap senyum lagi.. waaaa~





p/s: bukan stalking eh.. terserempak je td ngan cegu tu.. haha



Saturday, March 19, 2011

praktikum sudah?


jiwa sedang kacau neh.. tapi sebab dah janji tanak 'emo emo' kat sini, so aku malas nk cerite lah.. hahahahaha tak best betul.. dah le japg nk gerak penang dah.. aiyo ! selamat selamat lah semua.. moga perjalanan kita diredhai hendaknya.. dok gitu mike oi..



selamat berpraktikum untuk aku !



ohh crap !!





p/s: nyesal on facebook awal pagi. -_-"



Monday, March 14, 2011

why do i love algebra?

no wonder la teman jadi cegu math.. rope pn dah ade.. tak silap pilih course le ni.. ha3 ate idok gitu kome? :D






























heheh.. dari tumblr sape ntah teman rembat..
ehem3 nok pantun sikit.

orang eskimo beli peti sejuk,
selesema teman makin teruk. =(


ouh i hate this.

MizzNina Feat. Colby O Donis What You Waiting For


quick update!!! heheh nothing much to say.. just wanna let u know that i really go crazy over this song lately.. that's why i changed it. haha well.. the song goes with a swing from the beginning yaw! trust your ears! heh :D

rugi balik awal.. klu tak bley jumpa mizznina kat gurney.. huhu~




















p/s: sexy is my name yeah sexy is my name~ =p


Thursday, March 10, 2011

cuti~


lately asyik ter-emo je kat blog.. heh! sory3 pasni janji tak emo dah.. malas berjiwa kacau kat sini.. kepada mereka yang sudi lawat blog aku, maaf ya! :)

esok jumaat. lusa da cuti. yeay~ nak balik umah jumpa mak. jumpa abah. rindu umah yang macam-macam ad tuh.. nak lepak ngan cuzzie.. futsal-ing sampai lebam. eheh jom jom ikut aku balik.. esaimen tolak tepi. praktikum menanti! semangat neh.. gagagagaga~



p/s: lama tak tengok Bones.. i wonder what happen now..


penat suda

One of the simplest ways to be happy, is by just letting go of the things that make you sad. But what happens when the thing to make you sad is also the thing to make you happy again?















Dear heart..
Please, please get over her because she is the reason why you are breaking. It's because of her, so please move on. I know it's hard but we have too.



Love, me.





Tuesday, March 8, 2011

please Ya Rabb.


dear ALLAH..
please.. keep her safe.
please.. keep her heart strong.
please.. give her Your guide everytime she needs it.
please O ALLAH..
i couldnt bear seeing her.. when she is upset. when everything seems going to be against her..
please.. just let me take all her sadness.. all the pains she feels..
please.. throw all of them to me.. so that she will be okay..
and my heart will be at ease.

she is far.. but you are never far O ALLAH.

make her happy.

please, Ya Rabb.


Friday, March 4, 2011

i made myself unperfect.


sape kata ******* is totally worst? kadang kala waktu ******* gives us our own space.. and time to think back.. to reflect what we have done in this last 20 years. banyak mana yg sia-sia dah kita buat... banyak mana benda yg tak patut dah kita patutkan.. sedekat mana kita dengan mati.. sedekat mana kita dengan neraka.. err i mean.. aku.

kenapa? waktu lain tak boleh muhasabah dirikah?
bukan tak boleh.. tapi jarang.. sebab waktu lain byk benda nk kena buat dalam satu masa tu. nk kena fikir.. konon lah. masa beresaimen takkan terfikir benda2 pasal mati ni dah.. kn? masa maen bola lagi la tak.. masa semayang? semayang tu mmg dah wajib kan.. tu pn ad jgk yg lagho termasuklah aku.. tapi takkan masa buat benda wajib je nk ingat Tuhan.. masa buat benda tak wajib, taknak ingat?

tapi masa *******.. it just me. alone. tak melibatkan orang lain pn.. ad privasi. bley rasa ketenangan tu tanpa ada gangguan. yelahh sape nk dtg share 'bau perfume' semerbak ni kan.. masa ni cerita-cerita silam datang menyesakkan dada.. daripada sini lah ada kekuatan tu.. muncul kesedaran nak berubah.. aku nak mencari mardhatillah. tinggalkan benda-benda dunia yg dah jadi darah daging.. dan benda dunia yang paling last akan aku tinggal.. sahabat yg meracun diri ni. tu janji aku.

ini kisah aku. ini rasa aku. org lain? aku tahu mereka tak sebulu. aku tahu ada mereka meludah kisah hidup aku. tapi mereka bukan Tuhan aku. pepatah ad cakap, meludah ke langit jatuh ke muka sendiri. p/s: dont look for the semantic.. aku just nk cakap pasal meludah je.. heh.


i aint nice. i just being nice.



Thursday, March 3, 2011

saya.berani.jamin.


kecewa! nampak gaya kena gantung boot la lepas ni.. malas nk ckp banyak.. paham-paham sendiri lah ye.. nk share sikit ap yg ustazah ckp msa kuliah hari tu...

"saya berani jamin tidak akan bahagia sesuatu perkahwinan itu jika pada awal perkahwinan sudah dicemari dengan maksiat seperti ber'couple', pergaulan bebas, dan bla3..."

bla3 tu ayat aku.. bukan ustazah yg ckp.. malas nk tulis panjang-panjang.. ad iman tnya masing-masing punya..


sekian.

eh blom lagi.. lagi satu nk ckp.. diorg duk pakat like wallpost ak jgn hyperactive sgt.. mmg hyperactive eh kt sna? heh
. :)

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